My Journey
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Grandma Lost...
Right after my convo, alot of things have been happening.
I have been down with cough, diaorhea, flu, and at last fever. It's been on and off affair. At the same time, my grandma had stroke. Initial investigation suspect its anemic disease. All the duration every night when my Mom called me up for updates on her, she cried and followed by me. It was saddening to see her suffer the pain on the brain and all the countless tubes everywhere on her body.
She is all so healthy and ever-energetic. She can wake up at 6 am every morning to go for walk and do marketing. She has been cooking for my cousin, do the washing, cleaning. For almost 22 years she has been doing all the chores without any complaint at all. 365 days and 24/7.
She has been so good and service to my auntie's children all this while. How could any one believe up to 84-year-old lady can do all this chores by herself. Everytime I asked her to come for even short vacation to Malacca or a trip down to Singapore, she will refused. I felt sad up to today that she didn't have the opportunity to go travelling anywhere near like the latter.
Even though her past had been tough as maid for other people, she can raise up 3 of uncle, my mom and my auntie ever since my grandpa passed away early. Even she has no chance for schooling, she have the toppest mind. Even my cousin is studying in the room, she will keep muted on the tv and just watched the TV (picture). Imagine how considerate she is...even sometimes a Phd or Masters people right now won't have this in mind to consider.
I have been close to her ever since I was small. Every time when ever I reached Penang safely I will call her not to worry for me. But this time around she is not around anymore. I felt lost of her. And one saddest thing is she has been longing to wait for me to come back the day she passed away. However, I only reached home in the next morning....:( . According to my mom, she passed away peacefully. Even though she has breath last, her organs still in warm condition. They believe it is because she is waiting for someone...I felt sad and helpless. I hope Grandma will understand how far I have been and its unavoidable.
Now all I hope is she is in heaven with my grandpa spending happy moments and no suffering up there. I will always cherish all the advices,talks and opinions that we had always everytime I came back from Melaka,Cyber and Penang.
Aur Revoir, Grandma.
-Hua J ¶ 2:39 AM 0 Comments
I have been down with cough, diaorhea, flu, and at last fever. It's been on and off affair. At the same time, my grandma had stroke. Initial investigation suspect its anemic disease. All the duration every night when my Mom called me up for updates on her, she cried and followed by me. It was saddening to see her suffer the pain on the brain and all the countless tubes everywhere on her body.
She is all so healthy and ever-energetic. She can wake up at 6 am every morning to go for walk and do marketing. She has been cooking for my cousin, do the washing, cleaning. For almost 22 years she has been doing all the chores without any complaint at all. 365 days and 24/7.
She has been so good and service to my auntie's children all this while. How could any one believe up to 84-year-old lady can do all this chores by herself. Everytime I asked her to come for even short vacation to Malacca or a trip down to Singapore, she will refused. I felt sad up to today that she didn't have the opportunity to go travelling anywhere near like the latter.
Even though her past had been tough as maid for other people, she can raise up 3 of uncle, my mom and my auntie ever since my grandpa passed away early. Even she has no chance for schooling, she have the toppest mind. Even my cousin is studying in the room, she will keep muted on the tv and just watched the TV (picture). Imagine how considerate she is...even sometimes a Phd or Masters people right now won't have this in mind to consider.
I have been close to her ever since I was small. Every time when ever I reached Penang safely I will call her not to worry for me. But this time around she is not around anymore. I felt lost of her. And one saddest thing is she has been longing to wait for me to come back the day she passed away. However, I only reached home in the next morning....:( . According to my mom, she passed away peacefully. Even though she has breath last, her organs still in warm condition. They believe it is because she is waiting for someone...I felt sad and helpless. I hope Grandma will understand how far I have been and its unavoidable.
Now all I hope is she is in heaven with my grandpa spending happy moments and no suffering up there. I will always cherish all the advices,talks and opinions that we had always everytime I came back from Melaka,Cyber and Penang.
Aur Revoir, Grandma.
-Hua J ¶ 2:39 AM 0 Comments
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Convocation
After all much toiling and sweat for FOUR years...FOUR years I repeat..not four days nor four hours nor four second thing, I have finally graduated with degree in Software Engineering.
No one will ever wonder in the end of the days, I will land on Motorola Penang right after grad. But I would like to thank to my family support, my friends and fellow academicians in terms of good and bad times throughout my tenure of study. Above all, I want to give thanks to Him, for Him that helped me when I have insomnia and alot of problems especially in final trimester.
On the graduation day, I was filled with fun and laughter meeting all of my friends even though we just missed each other for few months (You can tell the bond between us).
Well, even though at the end of the day I was so exhausted because of the sun and long procession, deep in my heart, I was so satisfied and happy with my success and life. Now, when I am working, I can say its just a Beginning of real LIFE! Believe it or not, this is the fact... Okay...I think that is all I want to pen off for now and the story continues with the photos taken as shown below...Enjoy!
Standing proud and happy!
Friends Forever.
Buddy...
More pictures is uploaded in another location in Y! briefcase. Request from me for the album name and special key to log in to :) ¶ 6:12 AM 0 Comments
No one will ever wonder in the end of the days, I will land on Motorola Penang right after grad. But I would like to thank to my family support, my friends and fellow academicians in terms of good and bad times throughout my tenure of study. Above all, I want to give thanks to Him, for Him that helped me when I have insomnia and alot of problems especially in final trimester.
On the graduation day, I was filled with fun and laughter meeting all of my friends even though we just missed each other for few months (You can tell the bond between us).
Well, even though at the end of the day I was so exhausted because of the sun and long procession, deep in my heart, I was so satisfied and happy with my success and life. Now, when I am working, I can say its just a Beginning of real LIFE! Believe it or not, this is the fact... Okay...I think that is all I want to pen off for now and the story continues with the photos taken as shown below...Enjoy!
Standing proud and happy!
Friends Forever.
Buddy...
More pictures is uploaded in another location in Y! briefcase. Request from me for the album name and special key to log in to :) ¶ 6:12 AM 0 Comments
